Finishing eight or nine Tell me what's the perfect time?
My biggest want is to love without shame and without holding anything back at all. I do not want to restrict myself in this aspect. Love, whether romantic or platonic, has always been one of the things that move me time to time. I think it's beautiful, which a lot of people think the same. It makes me genuinely happy to see it, especially when it is so fucking pure in some people. I love to see people love each other in a real way. But In a way I'm using these people, I'm trying to live through them, to experience it through them. Because I feel extremely bitter for the way I came out not being able to connect with people easily or at all in that way. I think your love is beautiful. So I hope you'll let me live through your experiences for a little while Because I have many of my own and I don't think I will get any more any time soon. Which I don't mean in a self deprecating manner. It's just been 16 years now, and I could count the people I've really ever felt anything towards on one hand