Can we kiss like real people do
I could love a person so well. Least obvious direct. Sorry I am yearning so hard. Because I just want to love them without the constant balancing of my affections. I'm acutely aware of how burdenful my love is. FUCKKKKK. I just want to love you. I want to be something, but we can never be anything. Because I cannot be in a relationship where I have to hold back how I feel, constantly reassessing if my affections have been suffocating you or if you feel burdened. So I'll play the cowards game and do nothing at all. We'll be stuck in this stagnant relationship because I don't think I can fully say goodbye any time soon. I hope you'll never know the intensity of my feelings. So let's just keep pretending forever and forever, and I'll just dream about how I can hold you. Fuck my life. I CANT KEEP LARPING AS A NONCHALANT TOP. I LOVE YOU. CAN YOU ACTUALLY SEE ME?